result dah keluar!!

result dah keluar.. OMG!!!!!!! apa dah jadi nie??

performance yang begitu teruk yang tak pernah tercapai dek akalku untuk berfikir...

markah jatuh gedebuk-gedebuk beb ( haaaaa... siap ada sound effect lg).. teruk la kalau mcm nie..

daya ingatan aku nie masih lagi kuat...

seingat aku, aku struggle jugak la untuk subjek pomology nie.. siap hafal2 lagi.. aku rasa aku dah menggoreng sesedap ayat dah supaya jadi yang terbaik..

tapi entah apa la yang tak kena dengan resepi semasa proses menggoreng tu.. aku dah masukkan segala fakta dan data yang berkaitan..

uhukhukhukhuk.....

tp nak buat mcm mane....... dah tader rezeki kot.. (ayat pasrah)

hopefully aku dapat skor A untuk subjek pomology nie..

harus berusaha lagi kuat.. hahaha...

~~kenangan~~

fyp punya penangan.. tak pernah-pernah saya mempunyai koleksi buku-buku yang tebal gilak macam nie.. hehe..

live life, love life

sejak-sejak masuk bahagian kedua semester 5 ni, makin bertambah-tambah tahap kesibokan . mana taknya, most of the lecturers gave a lot of assignments for the students. EOP, final proposal, reports and etc. these matters drive me stressed sometimes. but what to do?? i'm the student..excellent student to be!!! hehehe..insyaAllah.. even though time is limited to post new entry, i'm trying my bestest to steal the time... hahaha.. a lot of thing i wanna share ere..

walau masa tersangat la limited, saya still enjoy buat assignments bersama kawan-kawan sy.. biasa lar, student's life memang kadang-kadang mendatangkan stress. this stess appeared when there were a lot of assignments given by the lecturers, but when all these matter settled, whooooaahhh... it was a relief.. aaagghhh...

what next, enjoy la lepas semua settle.. am i rite??

satu perkara yang tak boleh dielakkan ialah, walau setiap orang akan happy bila tiba part photography.. kitorang semua nie, walau bukan photogenic, tp boleh je semua orang menunjukkan bakat terendam dlm diri semasa bergambar.. yang tak berapa kiut... hehe.. tetiba jadi kiut miut siut.. keh3

eop assignments memang bwat sy serabut.. tp lecturer eop dah warning awl-awl, dia memang nak suruh kami semua stress dengan assignment die.. mock meeting, presentation and etc.. haha..

saya rasa subjek eop nie dah boleh lawan ngan fyp lak.. ye lar.. masa yang sepatutnya dihabiskan untuk fyp, terpaksa digunakan untuk eop nie..

kadang-kadang rasa masa tu macam tak cukup je.. tu tak termasuk lagi dengan subjek-subjek lain.. saya rasa, dalam banyak-banyak sem, sem nie la paling tough.. ye la.. nama pon final year stud.. kih3.. ( nak jugak state)..

the past week, saya boleh katakan, straight saya dan kawan-kawan memakai baju kurung..

pakai pon sebab terpaksa.. past weekend, kami ada bengkel kerjaya.. sedikit comment untuk bengkel tersebut.. the bengkel very interesting because, ada sesi interview, talks and everyth.. tp satu je yang x kene, iaitu, tak kene masa.. sibuk yang teramat sangat..

lepas abes je bengkel, saya terus struggle untuk untuk eop dan propsal yang harus di submit pada minggu nie.. huk3..

alhamdulillah, setakat nie dah ada assignments yang telah dihantar..

** what ever it is, live live ok..love life..

'after each difficulties, there is a relief '

what happened??

i don't know what is going on to myself actually... after the midsem break, i loss my attention in stdy..became lazy, like to sleep, cannot focus and everyth.. i can't generate my mind to focus and most of the assignments i postponed and now these thing become a lot and i've to settle in limited time. but, i tried to motivate myself. last minute task is OK.. hik3.. but the most important precious thing is the Quality.. just now, i just came back from group discussion for EOP.. during that time, i organized to do my like hill assignments..hehe.. but, now, what is happening?? i surf internet and writing the blog... i've no mood actually.. i've to fight all those nonsense matter.. i've built my principal to follow.. more effort deserve the best.. i hope i can hold this principle.. sometimes, i feel everything is very difficult.. but i know, after each difficulties, there is a relief.. something is better than nothing k.. go bidadari.. you can do it!!!

yeah..

** there a lot of grammar errors in this post.. but, i don't care!! hik3..

nervousness

this evening i have EOP class (english for occupational purpose).. my class members did their presentation well with the nice slide and interesting video. but, when its come to the part of comment, i was stood up and gave my comment. i know, everybody must be clear with the meaning of comments aite?? some words came out from our mind and we deliver them in order to make it clear. i just commented what is in my mind. suddenly, something happened to me. i'm not going to condenm my friend, but it was my opinion only. i'm not saying she present very bad. but she only not present as well as the presentation should be. lack of eye contact and she just stand up and read the slide. only that things i can recognize. but my love love lovely lecturer (i cannot write her name) not agree with me instead she condemn my comment.. oh my God... i just accepted her comments physically, but mentally i'm not because i cannot explained to the whole class especially her (my lecturer lah) what i'm going to said actually. i realised, i'm not a good person in delivering the speech especially in english, but i hope other people can understand what i'm going to tell to them.. until this time, my heart beating very fast because i 'm very nervous for my becoming presentation which about preparation of oral presentation. my instinct says, i was already pointed by my lecturer and i know she will condemn my presentation if i do any mistake.. i hope i can deliver my speech (presentation), hehe... very well.

sabar k!!

perangai org nie mcm2..

aku dah penat..tp kene sabar...untuk elak mengumpat, aku kene gak luahkan rasa geram yang makin hari makin menebal nie..

ok..ape yang aku bwat untuk diri aku, ada je org yang nk guna..ok fine..guna la....tp...faham2 la yang AWAK tue pakai harta org, so pepandailah nk hargai...kalo bleh ganti la balik...

ok yang kedua, aku nie merangkap org gaji x rasmi kot...bwat keje umah..tp ada org nk hargai ke?? sedih weiiiiii....

takpe!! bwat keje x leh mengeluh..hilang pahala kekgy... reti bwat sampah, reti la buang...mcm mane tau makan, tau la basuh tangan...

kene sabar bila menghadapi ujian mcm nie...bila sabar, Allah sayang..insyaAllah...

everythings and nothings

hari nie tak bwat ape-ape pon kat Mardi...just duduk membuang masa mcm tue je... ari nie ade

penyampaian sijil latihan praktikal kepada pelatih-pelatih..so x bwat ape-ape la..

lepak2 jek... yang paling best, lepak kat makmal cik hartinee... makan nenas..

pastu ade plak students Uitm bwat lawak..diorang memang klakar... ade je modal...